As I'm driving along, it came to me I needed to pray for someone right away. I began praying all the way to his house. I prayed that God would free this person from Satan's chains and be filled by the Holy Spirit. I asked God to wrap His arms around him and protect him. When I got to his house, I prayed over him.Suddenly it hit me, there isn't a doubt in my mind God had heard and would answer.
Now I know why God allowed me to experience so many painful trials. I knew pain and when I see others so lost and in pain , I feel it with them. Their hurt becomes my hurt and this causes me to pray more passionately.
Often it would be easier not to care but I asked for this. I asked God to dig deeper in my heart and make me more like Him. God knows our pain. He felt it through Jesus while He was on earth. His love and compassion is deeper than we are able to comprehend. He was giving me a bigger vision of this.
I had talked to God since I was a little girl. Through the years He kept taking me deeper. There were times it seemed I was far from Him, but then He picked me up and took me to the next level of faith.
For the past few months, it seems like I have been breathing prayers. Without prayer I cannot breath. There are too many things to learn from God, to talk to Him about, to praise Him for and to cry on His shoulder about, to stop praying. There are too many people who need us!
As I pray, I see more and more work that needs to be done. I cannot waste time.
We need to get on it. We need to reach out. We need to share the good news with the LOVE He fills us with as we ask. Love is the key that opens all doors. Pride and selfishness will slam it shut.
I am taking all my experiences and letting God use them where He wishes. I do not look back and feel bad for myself because I had a Heavenly Father who got me through it.
I CAN do all things through Christ who strengthens me!
Yes, Lord , You may keep taking me deeper. You know my heart. You know each person I have prayed for according to your will. You have promised to answer, and I know you will. Amen.
